I don't know. I can't watch her... I just can't watch her go through that again.

[ she knows too, what Mami's appearance would mean for Sayaka. she always imagined being capable of picking up those shredded pieces together, with Kyouko-chan and even Homura-chan.

but to tell Sayaka the fate she was going to face, the same one that had repeated itself time and time again? her hope would not just shred, it would be utterly annihilated. ]

I've been preparing for it for a long time. The day it happens, if she found out here somehow or if she went home and came back... came back like Kyouko-chan did with the knowledge of it.

Wh-what do you mean?